Step Follows Step

Tumblr on my phone annnnd my computer? OMG yes!

Tue, 21 May 2013 10:04:10 -0400

Tumblr on my phone annnnd my computer? OMG yes!

morons

Tue, 21 May 2013 10:03:35 -0400

They said: get a boyfriend
I said: meh
They said: it'll be fun
I said: meh
They said: it'll be great for you

8 months later
I say: you lie!
They say: you were dumb enough to listen.

so. i’m in the interview process for carnival cruise...

Fri, 10 May 2013 00:37:37 -0400

so.

i’m in the interview process for carnival cruise lines and i’m feeling very nervous about it. i’m not sure if its the right decision, if its the wrong one. i don’t know if i’m crazy for wanting to do this now, i know i’m theoretically young but i feel like i’ve got all these responsibilities. i know i have responsibilities.

and yet…

i really wanna go.

best.movie.ever

Thu, 09 May 2013 17:28:31 -0400

best.movie.ever

oh btw, C loves me. thats pretty snazzy? oh yeah„ its...

Thu, 09 May 2013 17:28:03 -0400

oh btw, C loves me.

thats pretty snazzy? oh yeah„ its definitely pretty snazzy.

its been over 7 months and i cannot help but love him more and plan a future with him. i cannot help but think of what we could have together if fate were that kind.

i’m done with my searching, im done with games. C is all i want.

i.love.him

explain it to me

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 14:06:44 -0400

explain it to me how we are supposed to be

if you cannot declare yourself to me

if you cannot see what i see, love me for me

how could we ever truly be

if you cannot feel as i feel

love as i love

trust as i trust

well… explain it to me

heartbroken.

Mon, 21 Jan 2013 13:48:14 -0500

what would you say if you knew you had the most precious thing in the world. the greatest gift, the most rewarding role, the future of everything inside of you and then you just didn’t. what if the thing you want most in the world, a family, the chance to have a family, was there, so close, so small so fragile and then it just…left you. how would you feel?

i know how i feel, i feel empty. i feel broken. i feel useless.

i.miss.the.baby.i.never.had.

a letter on christmas

Tue, 25 Dec 2012 21:37:29 -0500

to my baby:

if you are the only thing i ever get for christmas, i’ll be okay with that. if the only thing i have to unwrap is you, then I am over the moon. you have become so important to me, you have shown me how to be a better person. i am so thankful for everything you have taught me. i look at you and i see my future. i look at you and i feel hope. i wished and prayed for someone to love and i never imagined i would be so lucky to have found the person i know i want to be with.

people say you just know when you know. i know now. i know that if you are the only thing i ever get for christmas for the rest of my life, i’m good. because all i want for christmas is you <3

always,

yours

he makes me blush. or feel crazy amounts of wonderful. he sees...

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 16:35:13 -0500

he makes me blush. or feel crazy amounts of wonderful.

he sees me in his future.

i.could.fly

whiteboystupidity

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 00:03:05 -0500

C told me that his ex, (who also is black) never wore extensions. I mentally scoffed but let it go. I then checked some pictures of her and BAM! Homegirl totally has them in in several different pictures. Which, hey, do your thing girl. Extensions are no stranger to my head. It just makes me laugh that C has never noticed. C is not that smart.

i.love.C.

watch.me.walk.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 11:32:16 -0500

watch.me.walk.

walking in a winter wonderland.

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 17:42:42 -0500

walking in a winter wonderland.

i did it. i told him. i said it. i.love.you

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 17:38:20 -0500

i did it. i told him. i said it.

i.love.you

one day C and I are going to have a breakfast nook.

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 12:49:03 -0500

one day C and I are going to have a breakfast nook.

waking up with C is pretty freakin snazzy.

Tue, 16 Oct 2012 15:33:39 -0400

waking up with C is pretty freakin snazzy.

fun fact c is amazing <3

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 01:43:09 -0400

fun fact

c is amazing

this.day.is.NEVER ENDING

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 21:41:48 -0400

SO, today my day started at 7am with a doctors appointment at 9am and school at 11-5 and work from 5-9 and then missing the bus and sitting in starbucks till the next bus came at 10.

love.love.love.life

"baby, you a song. you make me wanna roll my windows down and cruise"

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 21:39:58 -0400

“

baby, you a song. you make me wanna roll my windows down

and cruise

”

Photo

Sun, 09 Sep 2012 21:48:35 -0400

so im crazy tired this morning because i stayed up to watch...

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 08:25:33 -0400

so im crazy tired this morning because i stayed up to watch Dirty Dancing.

my sleep deprivation is completely worth it, lets be honest. there is nothing better then watching patrick swayzee and jennifer grey fall in love. i’m fairly certain that the best scence in any movie chick related is the one where he gets her to dance (bottom left) for the first time.

dirty dancing was my favourite movie as a child and 20 years later, oh it still gets me